Running or Resting?
If you had asked me my favorite bible verses when I was in highschool, Hebrews 12:1 would have been in the top three.
Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, - Hebrews 12:1
More than a decade later, in a season of struggling with anxiety, I began meditating and finding grace in an earlier chapter of the book.
So then, there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God,for whoever has entered God's rest has also rested from his works as God did from his. Let us therefore strive to enter that rest, so that no one may fall by the same sort of disobedience. - Hebrews 4:9-11
As a Christian husband, father, and manager, I often think about what it means to live out my faith in everyday life. In the pursuit of happiness, we can find ourselves caught in a cycle of endless striving. I find myself asking: How can I find true joy and satisfaction in the gospel of Jesus? How can I follow Christ as He has commanded? How can I become more holy? Embracing the mystery of God’s work has changed my perspective on these questions.
Understanding the Role of the Law
Since the beginning, being close to God has always been about faith. As God unfolded His story of redemption, He used the law as a “guardian until Christ came” (Galatians 3:23). With its inception starting with Moses at Mt. Saini, the law grew throughout the Old Testament and arguably grew exponentially in Christ's teaching ministry (Matthew 5). While Jesus’ atoning death fulfilled the demands of the law, the ongoing role of the law has challenged and confused the Christian ever since the early church. As one example of this, Paul writes to the Colossian church:
Therefore let no one pass judgment on you in questions of food and drink, or with regard to a festival or a new moon or a Sabbath. These are a shadow of the things to come, but the substance belongs to Christ. Let no one disqualify you, insisting on asceticism and worship of angels, going on in detail about visions,[a] puffed up without reason by his sensuous mind, and not holding fast to the Head, from whom the whole body, nourished and knit together through its joints and ligaments, grows with a growth that is from God. If with Christ you died to the elemental spirits of the world, why, as if you were still alive in the world, do you submit to regulations— “Do not handle, Do not taste, Do not touch” (referring to things that all perish as they are used)—according to human precepts and teachings? These have indeed an appearance of wisdom in promoting self-made religion and asceticism and severity to the body, but they are of no value in stopping the indulgence of the flesh. - Colossians 2:16-23
It’s important to note that the church of Colossae was mostly Gentiles and didn’t stumble over these religious traditions and rules in the same way Jews did. Yet, Paul still sees a vital need to address this confusion about the law to these Christians. In his humbling message, Paul clarifies that human works can not ultimately stop the indulgence of the flesh (vs 23). It is the invisible Spirit that is the primary agent of righteousness, new life, and change (Colossians 1:27, Romans 8:4,11,13).
Embracing Grace
God has chosen to reveal himself and his work in specific ways. In the Bible the Holy Spirit is occasionally referred to like the wind, the invisible presence of God creating life and change among God’s people (Genesis 1:2, John 3:8, Acts 2:2). Additionally, many analogies of faith in the Bible such as the circumcised heart (Romans 2:28-29), the anchor for the soul (Heb 6:19), the parable of the harvest (Matthew 13:24-30), illustrate the nature of faith itself being inward and concealed. While our inability to see and understand may be perceived as a limitation, it may also be a grace, causing us to turn to Jesus and not ourselves.
Moreover, it is required of stewards that they be found faithful. But with me it is a very small thing that I should be judged by you or by any human court. In fact, I do not even judge myself. For I am not aware of anything against myself, but I am not thereby acquitted. It is the Lord who judges me. - 1 Corinthians 4:2-4
In this passage it is clear that God does not give us the capacities or role to judge or measure spirituality. This limitation prevents Christians from reverting back to living under the law, measuring and comparing holiness in similar ways to the Pharisees. Verses like these have brought me to the conviction that while God’s work is something I diligently want to understand, it is a mystery and not intended to be fully understood on this side of eternity.
Living in Daily Dependence
The New Testament is also full of guidance on what living out faith looks like. While in some cases they can be used as litmus tests to confirm one is in the faith, these external actions are never used as ways of measuring progress in the faith. Theologian Gerhard Forde writes:
That is why it is a growth in grace, not a growth in our own virtue or morality. The progress, if one can call it that, is that we are being shaped more and more by the totality of the grace coming to us. The progress is due to the steady invasion of the new. That means that we are being taken more and more off our own hands, more and more away from self, and getting used to the idea of being saved by grace alone. Our sanctification consists merely of being shaped by, or getting used to, justification. - Christian Spirituality
Rather than seeing Christian sanctification as adherence to acts after being justified, Forde describes it as receiving and being strengthened by grace. Like the Israelites while wandering in the desert and waiting in the promised land, Christians are called to pray for and receive daily bread, “manna” – fresh grace from God, giving life and sustenance for the day.
Believing Christian growth is less measurable and in my control is an invitation to receive, enjoy, and rest in God’s unending grace and love. Learning to rest in God’s grace rather than striving has changed everything. I find more peace as I seek to faithfully steward the different roles of life, and trust that God is working in ways I may not see. I have gained a greater sense of self-forgetfulness and freedom as I remember: “We love because he first loved us.” (1 John 4:19). This is such a beautifully simple and comprehensive explanation of how real change happens in the believer.
JOHN HOUGARD / GUEST CONTRIBUTOR